My first actual CD release!
It comes in a transparent slim case.
I cut and applied all the parts myself and I had a budget of next to nothing, so there are a lot of imperfections, especially with the application of the label sticker.
Buuuut it's all homemade stuff and I literally did everything myself here besides the printing!
I hope you appreciate that.
Includes unlimited streaming of Wave Rider
via the free Bandcamp app, plus high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more.
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Compact Disc (CD) + Digital Album
Comes in a transparent slim case.
The disc has a sexy vinyl look and a black underside.
Everything is created by myself so there will be lots of imperfections, but you get a thingy that's handmade with love and care c:
Includes unlimited streaming of Wave Rider
via the free Bandcamp app, plus high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more.
A personal track about the shit I go through and have been going through every single day for years now.
My body is very, very hurt and it sucks.
This track is about the constant flirts with the idea of suicide in the back of my head, the aggression and utter confusion I experience nearly constantly.
A small slice of my pain, crafted into a song.
It's also Rap on a Synthwave beat because fuck da police yo. Especially da genre police.
oh shit, what is up, here come dat boi,
bad boi, sad boi, dead boi,
unequivocally mad boi
spittin' his depression on the synthwave goth beat
kickin' lines at top speed, you can never stop me
trust me, I'll do that myself at some point
with a sawn-off shotgun and shells and a joint in my mouth
as a last way out
with a click-click BANG! as the last piece of sound
I release in my music career
every step that I take I am battling a beast made of fear
in a body that's chemically broken and clinical
treatment with meds has just made me distrustful and cynical
lyrical craft made for you to consume
each track a miracle, built out of lyrics and tune
tiny worlds that I crafted
filled with my pain so I don't go entirely batshit
insane, take a look inside, I invite you to ride on this thought train of mine
it is fast and it moves in loops
gonna spin you around til' you want to puke
it go choo fuckin' choo
on a track to escape the beast
so look back and see that it's also just me
and I cannot escape from my own mind
there is no use in running and no place to hide
so I grab the mic like a massive sword
tryna fight for my life while depressed and bored
so I press record just to catch my voice
and to vent all my pent up pain to the world wide void
just to make some noise
to relieve the hurt
all I wish is for me to be seen and heard
and to actually factually heal
but the voice in my head always beckons to me
join the darkness, come with us,
you're broken, but it don't matter much
let your sorrows disappear,
come with us, we're all dead here
come with us, don't be afraid
embrace the darkness, join the fray
now there's nothing left to fear
come with us, we're all dead here
Devastation, I
want to embrace my life
so that I may survive
another day or five
to fuckin' stay alive
need to embrace that light
to make the dark turn bright
I need to stay and fight
I'm a genetic anomaly, fuckin' body can't properly
synthesize what I need to survive for the love of me
can't fuckin digest
half what I eat, I'm a mess
I'm aggressive due to lack of carbohydrates
and I'm fuckin' depressed
yet I press on, need to express some
of my experience to alleviate some stress on
my body and my mind
gotta fight to survive
so I quest on
motherfuckin' pain writes my best songs
no ATP
I'm too hungry to eat
my fuckin' body's crampin' up
and I'm too tired to sleep
yet it's required of me
I just want to live a life
where I'm not suffering,
discovering myself to live entirely free
of the pain and insanity
I carry every day without remedy
sometimes I think this pain is the end of me
the enemy inside and the only fuckin' way is to die
or to make it be a friend to me
evidently I think I'd really fuckin' rather
fuckin' do the latter
considering alternative is death, putting up a fight is better
livin' on the edge, but it really doesn't matter
'cause I'm still here, and I'm still fuckin' alive
still I motherfuckin' write and I'm not going down without a motherfucking fight
for my life, so it's motherfuckin' time to record another sad song
in order to survive
all the shite that's been going on
and despite that, I'm going strong
all the suffering, insanity and madness that's ahead of me
inside of me to make me realize that I will never be
weak, been a fighter all along
so I write another motherfuckin' song
look ahead to the man I'm about to be
to spite the voices in my head calling out to me
join the darkness, come with us,
you're broken, but it don't matter much
let your sorrows disappear,
come with us, we're all dead here
come with us, don't be afraid
embrace the darkness, join the fray
now there's nothing left to fear
come with us, we're all dead here
join the darkness, come with us,
you're broken, but it don't matter much
let your sorrows disappear,
come with us, we're all dead here
come with us, don't be afraid
embrace the darkness, join the fray
now there's nothing left to fear
come with us, we're all dead here
My mate BolPaVoX makes awesome dark and drony ambient industrial!
Deep psychedelic shaman vibes on this one.
One of my favorite albums to meditate, work out and have sex to.
11/10, best album I own. Orrphoiz
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